I just quit my job.

I must be crazy, right?  Jobless people are protesting in the streets, and those that aren't are still desperately trying to find work, all while those that are working lose benefits, have their retirement stolen, or are otherwise generally mistreated.  But me?  I'm leaving a passive-aggressive note with a key taped to it on a desk at job I've been at for 5 years because I won't be yelled at.  By anyone.  Ever.  I should note that this is my 3rd attempt at quitting this job, and the 3rd time's the charm they say. 

This was inevitable to me, and I'll tell you why.  On my very first day, the employee responsible for my training tried to perform some kind of whack blackmail on me by instructing me to do something incorrectly, and then leaving me to get busted by the boss later.  This didn't work because what she told me to do, I had seen her not do earlier, so I didn't do it either.  Also because I'm not stupid, like her.  After that first day, I never wanted to go back.  When I think about how that was coming up on 5 years ago, it's almost too much to handle.

Fast forward through an overwhelming amount of bull crap including a couple of near-physical confrontations between other employees and a personal issue (they finally wore me down and made me crazy) with myself which resulted in me being on antidepressants again, we arrive at present.  Present was pretty good until today.  I think what happened can best be described as misdirected anger.  In this particular case, it involves a person being extremely angry about many things, but being agitated by one specific person, whom they fear, and thus will not confront.  This is where I come in.  As I said earlier, I will not be yelled at by anyone, ever.  I mean, I know I can't stop people from yelling at me, but I guess what I mean is I won't tolerate it.  It is no way to communicate (except from a distance, maybe?) especially in a workplace.  But this was no professional workplace.  Hell, it doesn't even try to be.

So there it is, what I did and why I did it.  I don't know what it means for me, and as someone who is not typically an optimist, I'm trying to be positive.  I'm about to graduate with a new skill, and I've got someone that wants to help me find a job in that field.  I have options.  And if worse comes to worse, I have a tent, so I'll never be homeless. :)

Observations

Teenage Girls Wear WAY TOO MUCH Eyeliner/Mascara

Watching "Teen Mom 2" recently, it occurred to me that at probably no other time in history have teenage girls worn such massive amounts of eyeliner.  Maybe ancient Egypt, but I can't say because I wasn't there.  This makes me wonder:  where are teenage girls learning about applying makeup?  Also, if you feel like you need to wear false eyelashes to your CPS court case, you should probably just wrap up life and start doing drugs because you've already failed.

Movie Thoughts OR Fun With Photo Placements

Watching this bunk movie called Hesher or whatever, and it is totes boring, but all I can think about is how much of a boner I have for Rain Wilson.  What is wrong with me?  I've always had dubious taste in men, but...really? 



This guy (Joseph Gordon-Levitt) is in the movie...




                                               And so is this guy...




Guess which one I'd take home first, and if you're in any way a reasonable person, you'd guess wrong.  I WANT THE ONE THAT LOOKS LIKE A RAPIST!

P.S.  Hesher sucks.

Shower Curtain, Round 2

Oh yeah, it is about to go down in the bathroom.  I'm getting the drill out again.  And if, when it is all over, I cannot get into my shower and take a shower...I'm going to go APE SHIT MOTHERFUCKING CRAZY. 

Deep breath...it's time.

I made these! Well, I put text on the photos...I didn't take the photos.

I'm a Stupid Cat!

I can't get enough of this video. My cats are all a bunch of very cute dumbasses too.

Brilliant Idea!

Give Congresswoman Gabbie Giffords whatever Stephen Hawking uses to communicate, wait 5 years, elect first female-robot president of USA, who then saves the entire world from insanity with never-ending motherly robot sensibility.

Natural.  Problem.  Solver. 


:)